it.does.not.matter.

(I Just hope you know it) I may sound too busy but I always try to contact you as frequent as my free time lets me, but sometime my body shuts down and i can’t help but sleep for long span of hours. I know how bored you are right now and you’re expecting me to call you all the time.If you’d only knew hoe much I WANTED to CALL YOU EVERYTIME, but sometimes things get out of my control, but I am not ignoring you. I MISS YOU ALMOST EVERY WAKING HOURS OF MY LIFE AND HOW I WISH I COULD SPEND MORE TIME WITH YOU. I also know that we’ve got so little time left to be with each other because soon both of us needs to leave, I want to tell you how much I LOVE YOU AND I ALWAYS WILL. Even we are going to be apart for a long time, I will wait for you to come back. YOU ARE THE FIRST PERSON WHO MADE ME REALIZE THAT LIFE IS REALLY UNFAIR BUT WE HAVE TO MAKE IT SIMPLE, YOU TAUGHT ME HOW TO SMILE, TO LAUGH, TO HAVE FUN AND APPRECIATE ALL OF THE GOOD THINGS ABOUT MYSELF. I am looking forward to be a part not only of your PRESENT but i wanted to be with you in your FUTURE. I am waiting for that day when we’d just sit together looking back to all the years that had passed and tell each other that all the sacrifices are worth it because WE STILL HAVE EACH OTHER.

I LOVE YOU SO MUCH BABY :)