it.does.not.matter.

I have proven that I have no worth for him, I’m just another girl. Stupid me

Ang mga babae may pangagailangan, hindi man nila yun hinihinge dapat alam nung guy kung ano yung ikakasasaya ng girl. Girls will tend to hide what they really feel and tell their partner that they’re fine, hindi sila magrereklamo lalo na kung mahal na mahal nila yung guy lahat kakayanin nilang kalimutan. Kaya sometimes I hate being a girl for being so soft and loving and hindi namn nila yun maalis sa sarili nila

(I Just hope you know it) I may sound too busy but I always try to contact you as frequent as my free time lets me, but sometime my body shuts down and i can’t help but sleep for long span of hours. I know how bored you are right now and you’re expecting me to call you all the time.If you’d only knew hoe much I WANTED to CALL YOU EVERYTIME, but sometimes things get out of my control, but I am not ignoring you. I MISS YOU ALMOST EVERY WAKING HOURS OF MY LIFE AND HOW I WISH I COULD SPEND MORE TIME WITH YOU. I also know that we’ve got so little time left to be with each other because soon both of us needs to leave, I want to tell you how much I LOVE YOU AND I ALWAYS WILL. Even we are going to be apart for a long time, I will wait for you to come back. YOU ARE THE FIRST PERSON WHO MADE ME REALIZE THAT LIFE IS REALLY UNFAIR BUT WE HAVE TO MAKE IT SIMPLE, YOU TAUGHT ME HOW TO SMILE, TO LAUGH, TO HAVE FUN AND APPRECIATE ALL OF THE GOOD THINGS ABOUT MYSELF. I am looking forward to be a part not only of your PRESENT but i wanted to be with you in your FUTURE. I am waiting for that day when we’d just sit together looking back to all the years that had passed and tell each other that all the sacrifices are worth it because WE STILL HAVE EACH OTHER.

I LOVE YOU SO MUCH BABY :)

1. Ang pakiramdam ng walang makausap

- ang hirap hirap ng wala kang mapagsabihan ng nararamdaman mo, o kaya kahit ano. Nakakamatay ang pananahimik at pagkikimkim ng feelings!! no wonder i’d die young Mas madalas kasi akong walang makausap.

2. Yung pakiramdam ng pagiging “left out” 

- Hindi kasi ako yung taong kapag in nakikisabay.. and hindi ako yung taong mahilig makibagay kung kanikanino.. Kya all of the time parang napag iiwanan na ako.. Hindi kasi ako ganon ka-adventurous

3. Sobrang ingay

- Alam mo yung pakiramdam na ang ingay ingay na nga ng paligid mo buong araw then paguwe mo anu aabutan mo? Sigawan!! Come on can’t i have peace?

4. Feeling of “not being remembered”

- Kahit sino naman gustong lage silang naalala ng mga taong importante sa buhay nila diba? Ang sakit sakit sa puso non!!

5. Feeling of “being unwanted”

- Alam mo yun kulang na lang itaboy ka.. Imbyerna!!

6. LONELINESS!!

- Ayokong nalulungot pero ang hirap maging masaya… OO tumatawa ako but it don’t mean that my it satisfies my hapiness.. Madalas kasi mas madali na lang sumimangot kesa pilitin kong ngumiti.. Lalo na kapag alam kong wla naman reason para sumaya..

-napakaproblemado kong tao… But i’m very optimistic i can always see the good things more that those that are worse, but i can’t seem to find happiness when everything that happens gives me a reason to feel lonely

spongepenguin:

1. How she acts at school

2. How she acts around her friends

3. How she acts around her family

4. How she acts when she’s with him

5. How she acts when she’s alone

I want your L.A.T.A. 

Your L-ove, A-ttention, T-ime and A-ffection.. Ano gets mo? :D

HEY I EXIST?.. NOTICE ME WILL YOU?

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